Cam has been miserable the past 3 days bringing us both to tears. Not sure what's wrong....bad mood? Teething? Sick?I just hear my brothers words in my head "This shall pass". haha. but I decided today to just write my little guy a letter about how much I love him.
My Dearest Cam,
You’ve been in my life 25 months now and in my arms for 16 months. I would not trade a second of any day I’ve had with you. You are loved beyond words could ever describe. Never let anyone tell you or think that you were a mistake. You are nothing less than a miracle…a beautiful blessing in disguise. You have made me become a better person and opened my eyes to what life is really all about.
You are such a little ball of energy. You’ll do anything to get a laugh out of the people around you. Yet all the while very affectionate you give hugs and kisses and let us cuddle you before you go to sleep. You are getting big so fast, I only wish that time would slow down so I could enjoy your stages a little longer. You’ll always be my little boy in my heart even when you are taller than me and probably can bench press me. I’m sure you’ll always have a soft spot for you mama as well.
For future reference when you are a teenager and are bound to hate me because of the rules I make know that I do it all because I love and only want the best for you. Not because I want to ruin your life. You’ll understand all the rules and all that I’ve said and done for you someday when you have your own family. Until then I never expect you to really understand it all. I’m going to do the best that I can for you and I just pray that it’s good enough. I love you very very much.
Love always, always,
Mommy
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That really was beautiful! It brought me to tears. You definitely have to show him that when he gets older. How absolutely wonderful that letter was.
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